lunar.

the weekend was epic.

i was drunk from thurday to sunday night. which was pretty great if i do say so myself.

but unfortunately. i have NO pics. my camera hid from me all weekend.

clearly her survival insticts were on. because i'm especially accident prone with electronics when inebriated.

watevs.

i was sorta miffed that my 4th of july was burger/hotdog-less. those particular bbq staples where nowhere to be found. instead i had to settle for the jerk chicken, oxtail, and rice and peas, etc. that had my mouth screaming bloody murder.

its flatbush. i shouldn't have expected anything else.

anyhoodle.

tonight there's a lunar eclipse. and i feel like something fantastic is looming on the horizon.

i've been financially humbled these past few weeks.

two internships (one being unpaid) have taken a hefty toll on these pockets of mine.

but my ex always told me, "focus on the things you can change, don't stress the things you can't." so i haven't let it bother me too much.

but sometimes when i stop moving long enough to take stock. i get a smidge overwhelmed.

i guess this is the opportunity cost.

i must secure my future post-grad.

so i don't necessarily have a choice in the matter. c'est la vie.

oh.

i almost forgot.

i'm having an issue with a friend of mine.

it's left me confused and unsure about how to address it.

but i'm not quite sure i'm ready to delve into it just yet. i'd rather leave it be for now until i can get some solid facts and examples as opposed to intuitive nudges.

stay tuned....